Hurricane head without the destructive mindset. Finally trudging through this storm called Misery into calmer seas. What a mess this turned out to be. If there was ever a time when I needed you most, it would be now.
getting from misery to resignation can often be the most difficult part-- at least the misery reminds you of what you once had, once felt; resignation just seems like a small death. still, calmer seas are a good thing, in the long run, because they mean that you'll move on, eventually. you might never completely forget (you won't) and it will probably always hurt at least a little, but for what it is worth-- i am a firm believer that the person who hurt you will eventually be sorry for it, will eventually think "god, what did i do to her, what did i throw away?" even if it is fleeting or you never know it.
you're a special soul, and you love wholeheartedly and without reserve, you shine with the emotion of experience and life-- and no matter what happens to you because of your beautiful vulnerability, never change that. because, honey, people like you are all too rare, and someday somebody with an eye for a treasure will snap you up and never let you go.
I hate falling in love because I sound so stupid each time. I think I've found the boy who wants to hang on to me. His name is Ricky and he works in the grocery department at the market where I work in customer service and he brings me flowers to cheer me up and holds doors open for me and I'm so comfortable around him. I feel like I'm too young to be tied down but there's no boy I'd rather be with.
You're a special soul, too, and I feel like we'll always know each other without knowing each other. Maybe some day we'll meet face to face. If we don't I suppose I can take comfort in knowing we have a lot in common. Forever my unconventional friend.
The only reason I'm replying to this now is because my mind is too busy to sleep and I realized I'd never replied to your kind words. As usual, they're spot on and mean the world. Always.
getting from misery to resignation can often be the most difficult part-- at least the misery reminds you of what you once had, once felt; resignation just seems like a small death. still, calmer seas are a good thing, in the long run, because they mean that you'll move on, eventually. you might never completely forget (you won't) and it will probably always hurt at least a little, but for what it is worth-- i am a firm believer that the person who hurt you will eventually be sorry for it, will eventually think "god, what did i do to her, what did i throw away?" even if it is fleeting or you never know it.
ReplyDeleteyou're a special soul, and you love wholeheartedly and without reserve, you shine with the emotion of experience and life-- and no matter what happens to you because of your beautiful vulnerability, never change that. because, honey, people like you are all too rare, and someday somebody with an eye for a treasure will snap you up and never let you go.
I hate falling in love because I sound so stupid each time. I think I've found the boy who wants to hang on to me. His name is Ricky and he works in the grocery department at the market where I work in customer service and he brings me flowers to cheer me up and holds doors open for me and I'm so comfortable around him. I feel like I'm too young to be tied down but there's no boy I'd rather be with.
DeleteYou're a special soul, too, and I feel like we'll always know each other without knowing each other. Maybe some day we'll meet face to face. If we don't I suppose I can take comfort in knowing we have a lot in common. Forever my unconventional friend.
The only reason I'm replying to this now is because my mind is too busy to sleep and I realized I'd never replied to your kind words. As usual, they're spot on and mean the world. Always.