Hurricane head without the destructive mindset. Finally trudging through this storm called Misery into calmer seas. What a mess this turned out to be.  If there was ever a time when I needed you most, it would be now. 

Slowly giving up on everything I believe(d) in. I miss you guys.

I loved him more than anything.

the most terrifying feeling i have ever felt in my life was telling him "i love you" for the first time, fearing he would never say it back.

i don't know how to say everything i feel in the best ways most of the time and i sure as hell don't know how to say everything i feel about you. my emotions are a jumble of all the best things when it comes to you and i can't discern them all or talk about them all eloquently. the way your eyes study me in the dark and the words you whisper are like nothing else in the world.
they all fell for me, but you're the only one i fell for.
i've never felt so many things for one person; it's kind of scary but i don't really mind.
and there's no way you're not falling for me if i'm falling for you.

xoxo (for you. because it's necessary)

I could drag my pen across paper forever and never get you right.

(i'd still do it)

I can't tell you how important you are as an inspiration and as someone who gets it (me).

It's comforting to know someone has felt the way I feel, it's good to know someone sees my words.

Our friendship may be unconventional, but it's meaningful, you know?

I wish I knew you for real (but without you knowing me because I'm disappointing).

Sometimes I wonder if I do know you.

You make me miss summer and freedom and you remind me of them more than anything else.

You're sunshine and lemonade and the beach.

You're brilliant with pen and paper and there is nothing in the world that I would like more than for you to know that.

You and your words are everything, and I love you both.

-alicat