everything about me hurts today. my ego, my happiness, my legs, my feet, my back, my head, and my heart.

i still think about you, all of you, on cold winter nights and i know i'm never really alone when you guys are still existing.

could have, would have, should have.

i can't stop thinking of my hand on your thigh, our fingers tangled together. or how easy it would have been to kiss you right then and there where nobody would even know. the lights were dancing, voices were loud. but we were concealed in our own corner of the world, and i could have, i would have, i SHOULD have kissed you, but i didn't. and i can't stop thinking about the way you felt next to me and all the things i could have, would have, should have done to you.